Lacking an identity.
In between chapters, so to speak.
Yep, that’s me.
My name is Megan and my life has been flipped upside down. It’s my choice. After twelve years of living and working in Hollywood, I moved to Big Bear, California. I used to escape to Big Bear on weekends and go hiking, swimming in the lake and spend endless hours doing nothing except sunbathing. I used to fantasize about living up here… away from the fast-paced city of angels (and demons, I might add). For almost a decade I imagined it, especially after a bad day. But, on the good days, when my heart would pound from the rush of my next big interview (and uncertainty as to whether I could pull off another day of pretending I actually belong with these Hollywood people)… those are the days I….well, obviously forgot….that is, until now. Now that I’m actually here….living in Big Bear.
I’m in a house in the middle of nowhere. I hear coyotes at night. I think. Could be the neighbor’s dog? Not sure. But I have heard many coyote horror stories from locals so…
I have no friends. And I don’t know what the hell I’m doing here? It was a fantasy…not my reality! So, what am I doing?!!!!
Oh yeah. I’m making changes in my life. Big drastic changes!
Who the hell am I? No idea anymore.
Not a clue.